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Mimi's Diary
Friday, July 18, 2008
Singing
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Finally, i have my 超 级 新 光 大 道 channel.. i dunno i've missed so many episodes.. I found it's a really good competition. Taiwan people are indeed talented. Though we do really have alot talented singing people here but i feel we should really see how taiwan talents sing and their attitude towards music. We still have a long way to learn and improve . Singing people will understand what i say.
Alisa is great! The 3 PK singers are really so powerful ! can't believe there are still so many talented people around not discovered? What are the producers waiting for ?? !! ?
After watching this show, i really learnt alot and alot of thoughts..i missed my singing days and i missed performing. It's always that sudden 'craving'..But whenever i sing i always had no much confidence in myself and that cause me to fail. I really LOVED singing!! You may not understand that passion about it. It's either you are reaAally CRAZY about singing or you sing it just to sing. There is a difference. I ever was trashed by people saying me wasting my time.. i had people saying to me " wa.. u want become singer ah? " " wa..u think u next sun yan zi ar? " " singing u think can survive meh.. com'on be practical..study and work hard and STOP DREAMING la !!!! "
Frankly, for those who said these, i was really hurt. From then, it really make me damn down. It's just like pushing me deeply all the way down to the ground.. my heart just dropped...And i then realise, perhaps these people are really not my true friends. It makes me very sad =(
That kinda makes me stopped singing for awhile..as their words really makes me think through and somehow agreeing with them ( which i dun agree at all )
I mean is there wrong for people to have dreams? Is it wrong to have a goal.. i know it's not a practical goal.. In singapore frankly you can't do great in singing career unless you are so damn lucky like stef. But u really shattered people's dreams like just that! Even when i go sing again, i no longer have confidence.. i feel my friends or people around me are so unsupportive.
tHAT's y, i liked to talk and mixed with my singing friends. Because we understand each other, we are going towards the same goal same dream. wHENever i talk to them, i feel motivated, confidence and so much to learn from each other.
I LOVE to watch concerts, music awards,buy cds, MTVs.. everything!! as long as regard to singing!! I think i have over hundreds of CDs at home which everytime i just buy and upload into my ipod and no longer touched them. hee.. my mum kept nagging and my friend always say me as a radio. haha...saying whatever song or new song also know how to sing.haas..they really can't stand me!
Music is not about just listening and singing. You gotta do alot of 'homework'.. we must see see see and hear hear hear.. So, i really learnt alot from these singers and i Njoyed it =) !
Watching 新 光 帮 i makes me realise alot of things. The judges/teachers really talk sense and really is helpful compared to our local shows. They are really professional and comments about 'singing' and not other else. And also shot me to think " should i not give up on myself? should i start singing again? "...i really would like too.. =)
Anyway, i did started going back singing with Tino at a pub the other time but due to the pub wasnt making $, not much of customers and they decide to close down. But i love the ambience there.. I was shocked and kinda disppointed though..I thought i have more chances i was thinking perhaps i sing first time then the pub close? Is it bcoz i'm not good? ...
But TIno did say ask me to keep practising and build up my singing book so when there's another place, he'll call me. I really hope to...
Anyways, i believe i will not give up..because.....this is my dream! This is me! I love to sing, and i will sing for the rest of my life! =)
ps: it's sat tmr! meeting the gals for drinks and i'm going amei concert in oct and away to bangkok in aug! *happy*
K.A.R.3.N meow @ 11:49 PM
